Busy and Overwhelmed

Very random post ….

in coming….. 🤭

It’s one of those seasons where I feel everything is coming at me all at once.

I feel blessed that people resources have been available to offer tips and encouragement for this season. I can handle a lot and have, but sometimes too much comes at once and we must accept that it’s okay to allow people in our spaces, to bless us with their special gifts and talents, words of encouragement or even just an invite to have a cup of coffee and do nothing but breathe.

This is the first year that I don’t have a vegetable garden growing. There is still time but I would have 6 inch to a foot tall plans by now, had I been on my game. It’s okay but I feel a sense of loss that I do not have the time to tend to a garden. 🪏

My crockpot and instant pot are my great friends. Hot Meals without much thought or effort.

I think I need to find a specialist for my house. I feel there is still some moisture trapped somewhere from the storm and flood last fall.

I have asthma and allergies and haven’t had such difficulties with both since my last surgery. There is mold or mildew or something trapped in my house. I feel it.

I have asthma and my spine surgeries have been the WORSE for my asthma, partly from being under anesthesia for so long, and also trying to get lung cleared ….. once awake.

My miracle baby is turning double digits this month. We survived being tboned in my old Minivan a decade ago when I was 8 months pregnant. That is what wrecked my body and made me disabled. I don’t like to call myself disabled because I am able to walk now after surgeries and physical therapies. I was blessed to have a trauma surgeon who put me in traction, had she not done that I would have had irreversible damage from all of the swelling in my broken cervical vertebrae.

I am blessed to have my child and walking. I remind myself living with pain means I am alive and blessed to be here with my husband and ALL of my children and grandchildren.

I eat a grapefruit daily and Always Peel it with a citrus peeler like this. I decided to take a picture. This made me smile.
WHY??? Do I need a new dishwasher or can his be replaced?

I’m trying to find a specialist to see my adult son who lives at home. He’s had trouble since being injured on the job but workman’s comp doctors said he’s fine. We’ve witnessed him having random back and arm spasms and his hands changing colors red, blue and purple without him doing ANYTHING to cause it. He pretty much lives in pain just like me and neither of us believe in taking strong pain medication so we just live with it.

Post Covid society feels lazy and disheveled and uncoordinated. Many people can work from home and be more productive and focused. Other people do not work and solely collect paychecks, while making everyone in their circle miserable. Too many people were pushed through nursing schools, med tech phlebotomy and other medical related professions. They have no idea what they are doing. People Will Die Because of it and it’s worse than having a shortage due to abusing those who were very qualified but refused to be a guinea pig for poisons. I’m venting about the person, not even knowing where the vein was or how to draw blood or even put a pressure dressing on my son’s arm, causing him more pain and her having to redraw tubes of blood. Many people go into healthcare for the paycheck but they absolutely hate people.

Too many nepotistic hires also who cannot do their job but keep it because a family member is on the company. Ruining an otherwise amazing company.

This concludes the end of my random post. I’m busy and time to move on to my next thing on my to do list.

I hope everyone is having an amazing day!

Love and Bless You!

Angie

Do I Trust My Instincts

Daily writing prompt
Do you trust your instincts?

Do I trust MY Instincts?

Yes I do trust my instincts. I have seen and felt things from as early as I can remember, like when I was a very young child a few years old.

I honestly believe all or most people can feel it, but we are trained or taught to ignore the feelings and follow the crowd. People do not realize that the crowd or collective is being trained to follow leaders who have no care for you as an individual or collectively.

I have way too many stories to list about times and situations when I knew to say no, walk away, leave immediately but had no concrete proof as to why, only to be told later that I missed something very bad happened after I left.

When I was younger, I thought that my sense of feeling things around me was a bad luck of sorts. I thought maybe it was following me. Now as an adult I realize I am just super perceptive to the air and shifts in it.

I’ve always been knowledgeable about body language reading people’s unconscious speech.

There are many times that people tell me that I need to do x,y, or z. My gut feeling screams NO!!!

I tell people No Thank You and then I move on.

I used to be asked why I do what I do and as a younger woman I may have said, I’m not sure why, I just know it’s no. Now I offer no explanation, but no and I move on if too many questions are asked.

My Number One Priority Tomorrow

Daily writing prompt
What’s your #1 priority tomorrow?

My number One Priority Tomorrow is to meal plan for the entire week and print out my list so I don’t worry about what we will eat.

This makes me have one less thing to stress about.

These are ALWAYS a hit with the family. Baked potatoes are filling and go with ANY type of meat and veggies or salads.

I need to return to Blogging

I think about writing daily. This has always been a way for me to maintain some sense of focus and sanity.

I do note, when later rereading my blog posts, my life has been so overwhelming and wonder how I maintain sanity, gratefulness and a sense of awe and wonder with just being alive.

I go to bed daily completely exhausted and sometimes so tired I could cry, especially when my spine is aggravated and every position I lay in is completely uncomfortable. I do not want to complain, because I can walk and still here with my children and husband. So I will continue to move on.

Actually this post may be a complete kvetching session despite my gratefulness, I must kvetch to move forward. Many things I deal with relate to the FACT that our entire medical system abandoned us by shutting down over the flu they refused to treat. I feel ALL of us are suffering from medical malpractice in some way shape or form. Including myself, my husband, my children and my parents.

I’m angry, I need to vent. I do not ask for much at ALL. I am very respectful of people. We have been collectively ABUSED! I do not want to type anything specific or completely accusatory I just needed to get that out there. I sense a collective disrespect for humanity by many especially those with money and power enough to not care.

At the moment I am overwhelmed with the amount and type of medical and physical issues that we are dealing with collectively. I spend too much time driving and not enough time resting. My aggravated spine disabuses me of my fanciful notions that I can fully care for everyone perfectly and unaffectedly continue to do as I do to care for everyone unscathed. I always feel a step behind and a dollar short but I keep doing the next thing hoping and praying that everyone is doing well or better than the day before.

I should be asleep at this moment but my back is angry and refuses to allow me to lay down. I don’t want to hang out on the Teeter { My Inversion Table} but that may be necessary, at least to relieve the spazzing.

I plan to come back here soon.

Goodnight Friends and Family.

A Lesson I wish I had learned early in life

Share a lesson you wish you had learned earlier in life.

I was given this writing prompt and decided to go with it.

My life has been greatly affected and inspired by my maternal grandmother.

The lesson I wish I had learned earlier in life, is that my grandmother was a literal walking encyclopedia with a wealth of knowledge for all things natural.

I wish I had taken notes on almost EVERYTHING she’s ever told me. I only have a notebook of things she told me once I realized the value of her speech.

I seriously missed out on a legacy that I can not get back. The newer generations do not realize the value in the old. Simple things like making bread or growing a few things you can eat from your own garden. Life has been fast paced and hurry hurry rush rush.

Stop and enjoy people before you lose that opportunity and maybe take note of what memorable things they say. Especially if it touches your heart.

Say hello to my Mexican Petunias ❤️

Do You Ever See Wild Animals

Do you ever see wild animals?

I live in a big city near a college. They are building what I called rackem stackems all around my city.

It’s strange I hear about environment conservation and carbon footprints and emissions but people keep tearing down trees to erect these mass occupancy housing units.

Just this past month I’ve seen foxes, deer and rabbits. So yes to live in the city I see a LOT of Wild Animals here but I believe they’ve chopped down their hiding places sadly.

On our walk one day not far from home.

I don’t have any fox pictures. We see a lot of foxes. They seem to be super scared and take off the moment they sense your presence.

My rabbit pictures are blurs. 🤣

We see owls a LOT when we go outside to view the moon. We’re moon gazers here. We’ve seen bats flying when moon watching.

What would my life be like without Music?

What would your life be like without music?

Hmmm 🤔

What would my life be like without music.

Without music my life would be pretty quiet.

I love to play classical music while we read or do school at home.

I love to listen to Pantera while I was dishes or vacuum especially when there is a huge load of dishes or the floor is really dirty. ( I have light carpet where I have carpet).

I love listening to any Chris Cornell (Soundgarden, Audioslave, Temple of The Dog) while painting, drawing, ironing clothes ( yes I still iron… I know many people put their clothes in the dryer to remove wrinkles.), and doing my weekly declutter/ reorganizing things.

I can’t imagine my life without music. Music brings me happy feelings, calm feelings, remembering good times especially of family and friends, who are no longer with us.

I believe music is a gift from G-d and am happy to be able to daily include music in our lives.

Maranta ( Prayer Plant) makes me smile.

At My Age My Parents Were

What were your parents doing at your age?

At my age my parents were plotting to retire. The were empty nesters. They had planned for decades to retire at an early age and travel and just have fun in general.

Dad retired early, then became very bored so he went back to work. A different new job. Then retired again years later.

Todays Thoughts about Trump Indictment

Biden has a free pass to do crime
The media and democrats and republicans are covering for this POS.

It appears they accuse Trump of doing the very things they do.
That is how I know what to look for. Just see what they’re charging Trump with and you know what they’ve done or are doing.
We do not have a republic.
We have a country ran by 3 letter entities who constantly cover up things done.
If we all vote for Trump, Trump WILL END the corporate run of our country and put it back to the people. Our votes would actually count. The Glowies can’t handle that.


They have waged a war against the people because they hate us that much and think so lowly of us.
This is why they put Biden in in the first place, he is bribable, they will cover for him and bury his garbage to protect themselves.
They are punishing us for even voting Trump in in the first place. They perfected the steal and did better in 2020 than they did in 2016. They told us how bad Trump is and got angry with us then when we put him in.
They spent the entire Trump Presidency trying to take him out. They NEVER RESPECTED HIM AS THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES nor TREATED HIM AS THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES. In fact they undermined everything he did. Flew behind him to other countries trying to cut deals ( Obama and Nasty Nancy Pelosi)
Watching the behaviors of so called republicans and democrats proved to me 💯 that Trump has been the only person since Reagan who wasn’t 💯 controlled by the people who actually run our country.
We voted him to run the country so he ran the country as if he was/is the President of the United States of America 🇺🇸
How dare he do the job Americans voted him to do.

We do not have media. We have propaganda I’m not just speaking of CNN MSNBC or FOX they’re all obvious.
Unless you are reading things that Government puts out as they come out or are looking for fine print or even non biased state ran media, you’ll NEVER actually know what they are doing to us, what they have done or what they plan to do. Once you find out you will be gaslit. Even in the midst of all of this stuff happening IN YOUR FACE!

I listened to someone saying MAGA is dividing the Republican Party. There is no Republican Party sans MAGA. No one likes the republicans because they have been feckless. Yes the democrats have pushed evil things on us but republicans do not defend us. Sometimes they complain and speak as if they care but they don’t really do anything.
You’re not a good person if you stand by and do nothing while bad things happen in your faces.
The democrat party is demonic and pushes evil on us but believe in looking good to the public so they are all about optics. They’ve spent years using black people to keep themselves in power by telling them how racist republicans are and in the same breath tell you you’re too stupid to have an ID to vote and butcher copy paste a clip to try and make you think Trump is the racist.

Bill Clinton was a nasty awful man but when he got impeached ALL OF THE DEMOCRATS Stood besides him.

THE FECKLESS REPUBLICANS KNOW TRUMP IS INNOCENT BUT THEY LACK SPINE, INTESTINAL FORTITUDE, GONADS AND CHUTZPAH to stand up and do the RIGHT HONEST THING!
The more these people talk on either “side”, the more I see why they go after TRUMP. He is the ONLY ONE who actually cares about HUMAN LIFE, America and Americans and the TRUTH!!!

My Renovated Kitchen

I never realized how much our life revolves around our kitchen! It isn’t just meals either.

Our small house felt super tiny and cramped for about a month with everything put into the living room, stacks of boxes , a shelf I bought from Amazon and put together for my temporary kitchen near my front door with the microwave, a dorm refrigerator, our air fryer, toaster and Instant Pot. Decorative baskets housed bread and bagels, healthy chips and other snacks, condiments, etc. Our Berkey and Alexapure were nearby also filtering our water.

Less than a full month later, we have a REAL kitchen again!. YIPPEE SKIPPEE!!! That was surely an experience!

I thought I was somewhat of a minimalist, but found out we still had too much stuff. I’ve made several trips to drop off donations of extra items. The National KidneyFoundation came by and picked up some large items and Habitat for Humanity also picked up items.

I have nerve damage from a car accident 7 years ago. I broke my neck in several places an still to this day can’t feel a couple of my fingers. I decided to make life easier for myself. During our kitchen renovation I donated 99 percent of my Fiestaware Collection, and decided to use Correlle Dinnerware because it’s lightweight and fits easier in the new cabinets. I also donated our melamine dishes. I didn’t realize those were darling husbands favorites. He absolutely HATES the Correlle. I kept a set of fiestaware bowls that my teen boys use to eat often. They’re heavy and on the very top shelf, since my boys are all tall, even the 10 year old is my height (5’6), they unload the dishwasher and put those dishes on the top shelf. I accidentally broke most of our drinking glasses because they’re so heavy and just slipped out of my hands usually while I’m washing dishes. We’ve been using my heavy Rae Dunn coffee mugs, I haven’t dropped those but I have a handle to grasp. I would like to purchase a small set of lightweight pretty simple drinking glasses.

I want my kitchen to run smoothly, be easier for me to navigate and keep clean and still look beautiful.

Kitchen before
the wall tile was finished

I’ve made a list of what I need to make our normal meals. I realized I’m in a season where I cook basically the same things but switch it up slightly. I plan our meals out 2 weeks at a time but leave a bit of room to change my mind.

We’ve ALMOST returned to normal life. I babysat my sick grandson for a few days, he must be well for 24 hours before returning to his “preschool” so my children have been sick with a virus now for a week, taking turns being sick. We homeschool so I’ve made them read, but I’ve also allowed them to play Xbox, but they’ve mostly slept. I pray everyone is 💯 by Monday so we can return to our normal schedule.

Have a most excellent Friday!