I cant sleep

Earlier today while trying to shop for groceries, I tried to lift John in his bucket car seat from the cart and tore a ligament in T3. I am taking pain medicines but still hurt too bad to sleep. I need muscle relaxants but do not want to quit nursing the baby just for a medication. Especially since he has diary allergy and reflux.

My baby is a giant who has grown too fast for me to acquire strength to lift him.

My x-rays also showed me having osteoporosis in the spine and scoliosis. I return for an appointment in two weeks.

This post may not make sense since it is 1am.

Good Night!